Holy summer plans, batman
Reasons to do CTY

I loved first session
Internship isn't paid. CTY is.
May not even get internship i'm trying for, may have nothing else to do
Living in brooklyn with grandmother = no social life, no internet
Living in jersey = mega commute, family, no transportation
ability to maybe, possibly do summer school (while living in one of the above places)
or if not summer school, substitute teach
ability to have a month in between to do something (i dont know what)
a chance to put my all into CTY and do an amazing job
a chance to be friends with val again

Reasons to not do CTY

I should be doing something new, be it good or bad
Second session and I did not get along
I made a bad impression - old mistakes can be haunting
No Max for 6 whole weeks
Being one of those whiny I miss my boyfriend types
Disillusionment with the system
Money isn't an issue now, but may be later when I have no work experience and hence no job...

Oy. I have no clue what to do. Any thoughts?