urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144acheracheracher2038-01-19T03:14:07Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144:187018Hallelujah Chorus is the reason for the season2038-01-19T03:14:07Z2038-01-19T03:14:07ZThat and Sleigh Ride. Oh man. They are awesome. In a in high school band was my life sort of way. <br /><br />I love feeling confident (kinda) after leaving a final. Makes me more motivated to study than I did for the first two. <br /><br />Dorothy, you aren't in high school anymore. That needs to sink in already. <br /><br />God, can you imagine going to college in kansas? Or just living in Kansas period? Weird. <br /><br />I heart the coast. I really don't ever want to leave it. Keep coming back to that theme in my life, particularly now that people are thinking about moving out and getting married and all that craziness. And I keep realizing how much I couldn't move to a non coastal state. Not for "bush sucks" reason, just... water. It's important. Even if it's filthy. Something about its mobility and usefulness and calm. It's so mesopotamian of me but I really just adore the shore. <br /><br />Shit, that rhymed. <br /><br />Today on the radio I was listening to WQKR "the classical station of the new york times" (real hoity toity) and the announcer goes, "that was the *blah blah blah* opera. erm. the ballet. the ballet's where they dance. right. ill work on that. *continues about something else* am i certain about that? yes, i'm certain about that."<br /><br />SO CUTE. HE HAS BEEN HIT BY CHRISTMAS CHEER :) <br /><br />I actually don't need christmas per se (yum parents, chinese food and movie, maybe?) but the way people speed up yet are HAPPY and then slow down. It must be such a let down for some but for me I like how the dust settles, hoping people are with their families. <br /><br />Or if not families, people in some social group akin to one. Something like that's forming here, but it keeps getting ripped in places. I dont know. some of my friends at school are awesome. some of em suck. so it goes. do you accept flaws in your family? do they accept yours? i dont know about that either. <br /><br />Oh well.<br /><br />Just hear those sleigh bells jingling, ring ting tingling too...<br /><br />(things are better without words sometimes)