urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144 acher acher 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144:191487 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z This is how I wish to remember this day, the day that started so... ugh (classhousingC+morehousingmorefclassmoreugh)<br /><br />and yet...<br /><br />With the sun and the antici...pation, the crackling magic of the windy dorothy in toto in kansas before the whole world changes, tornado style. <br /><br />With the lucky pennies on every corner (package office open - chocolate and comics and people who love me)<br /><br />With Israel fair and condoms that say, "Israel: It's safe to come"<br /><br />With fooooood. Oh food.<br /><br />Israeli dance and music and laughter and children <br /><br />Max surprising me and the heat and the tension melting away because i can wrap my arms around him<br /><br />Oh yeah. and HADAG FREAKING NACHASHHHHH<br /><br />Dance, in a trance, moving, sexy dancing (a modest grind line?) pulsing, gyrating, throbbing, this is starting to sound like sex, isn't it?<br />Captivated by the music, the message, hands in the air, zuz zuz zuz, am yisrael chai, close my eyes, colors flashing, bass beat, sway, hands, bodies, motion...<br /><br />Shirat hasti-i-i-cker.<br /><br />(Korim li nachman v'ani megam, megamgem. :)<br /><br />WHAT a show and then running out, exhausted (will you buy me a shirt? let's talk israeli-like) and then... THE RAIN.<br /><br />POURING down cold on hot exhausted bodies, max runs. wait, i say, and catch up. we kiss. we run. we kiss. cold on hot. wet on dry. streetlights and darkness, stones on college walk, puddles, running, skipping, twirling, wet wet wet. <br /><br />Wet clothes off and dry clothes on and happiness in this moment of time captured - this kiss and those stars and that taste like spring and summer and love and music and all put together into an explosion of click. <br /><br />In between the sadnesses (so far behind me in this instant)... <br /><br />I feel so alive.