urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144 acher acher 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shoshi144:191847 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z Reasons to do CTY<br /><br />I loved first session<br />Internship isn't paid. CTY is.<br />May not even get internship i'm trying for, may have nothing else to do<br />Living in brooklyn with grandmother = no social life, no internet<br />Living in jersey = mega commute, family, no transportation<br />ability to maybe, possibly do summer school (while living in one of the above places)<br />or if not summer school, substitute teach<br />ability to have a month in between to do something (i dont know what)<br />a chance to put my all into CTY and do an amazing job<br />a chance to be friends with val again<br /><br />Reasons to not do CTY<br /><br />I should be doing something new, be it good or bad<br />Second session and I did not get along<br />I made a bad impression - old mistakes can be haunting<br />No Max for 6 whole weeks<br />Being one of those whiny I miss my boyfriend types<br />Disillusionment with the system<br />Money isn't an issue now, but may be later when I have no work experience and hence no job...<br /><br />Oy. I have no clue what to do. Any thoughts?